Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Are you there, God? It's me, Kristen.

LOL

I'm destined for things beyond HR...I just know it.  ;-) 

I am 33 now, and being the late bloomer that I am, I'm getting closer to getting my life organized enough so that I can make an impact on this little earth...at least in the circles I travel within...  My life (and work) experiences have given me this really great skill set, and I want to use my powers for good.  LOL

I feel very unsettled right now.  I have so much going on, and I know that a lot of it (work and school) are necessary for survival (because I stupidly have 2 big mortgages), but the CD, documentary, and written works are kind of the key to me unlocking the next piece of what God has in store for me...I think...

I talk to God every day, and I ask God to allow people to see God through my life.  I want to share joy and God's love with the people I come into contact with.  I am most imperfect, but I don't think that excludes me from being a useful vessel of good, peace, change and love...

I don't know what to do about the worship portion of my life.  I'd like to start a bigger Bible study than the one I have going on now, but I don't have the time...I barely have the time to lead the small group we have going now....maybe finding a local church is the answer for now...we'll see.

The point is, I'm on it.  My eyes are open.  I want to grow.

May God's love be with you, and may we never use the name of God for harm.

1 comment:

Alison... said...

Since you don't write in this often, remind me when you do if you think of it... OK?

Good message!